So, as I sit here, I have decided that I am going to write all my thoughts down on a blog, just to keep practicing my writing skills. I will not be on here every day, nor every week, but once in awhile I am going to be writing an update on my life and what is going on in it.
So today, I cleaned Matt's basement and saw an old friend of mine in the nursing home. I felt very good that I had accomplished all this stuff. It was good to have been able to do these good deeds, since they were both needed to be done badly!
I am not sure where to start exactly with this blog since I have not blogged in such a long time, but I think I am going to start at my winter break.
I have been traveling back and forth between Faribault and Rochester with work and all. When I am in Faribault I am mostly staying at Matt's house. I really enjoy the time I get with him, and it's kind of nuts to say this I know, but since I have been practically living with him, when I do have to go back to Rochester for work it sucks because I miss him a lot, even though I just spent lots of time with him. It's crazy how that works. The more you are with someone the more you want to keep being with them.
Now I am not sure his exact feelings but I hope he feels that way too.
A funny thing is without him snoring next to me, I have the HARDEST time to sleep. I have no idea why that is but it's crazy. He always says I am the loudest and biggest mover in my sleep, but I am not sure that is true because half of the time I don't even know I do it. HAHA!
Next off, my holidays were very good. I don't think I have many complaints. :)
I don't really want to start back up college again. I am kind of nervous for my classes and I am not ready for work again. HAHA, I like this break. But, at least next semester I only have classes Monday, Wednesday, and Friday from around noon to two, so I guess that isnt so bad. Plus, I have two online classes. AHHH! HAHA, I should be fine. Too be completely honest I must say I did good last semester compared to what I thought my grades were going too be, because sad enough to say this, I was worried about a couple classes.
My experience at RCTC was pretty good, but I wish nursing school wasn't so hard to get into, and that I could graduate already. I just want to start my life. I know that you are probably reading this thinking I am crazy but that's how I feel. I know its going to suck having bills and all but I really can't wait to be a wife and mother. HAHA!
Well, Matt is probably wondering what I am doing, even though he could come down here...
For Christmas, we bought a Wii together. It is pretty cool. I never knew how much fun and exercise you could get with starring at your TV!
I hope I can officially move in soon, but he never brings it up. I dont know what goes on in head at all. It's nuts. He needs to open up, and even though we have had those conversations I am not sure he quite understands. Oh well I guess, I have delt with it for this long whats a little longer.
Sometimes though, sad enough to say, I wish he was more of that lovey dovey man, but in at the same time I think it's okay. Everything will work out for the best, thats what I keep telling my self.
There are times in my life when I think I try to hard to impress people. Maybe I do? Maybe I don't. I don't know but I know there are times in my life when I think that no matter what I do it never works and I can't do anything right to impress people. It isn't good, but whatever, if you don't like me it is your loss and not mine.
Peace out!
I'll write again soon. :)
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